What Do You Want From Me

What Do You Want From Me Ecclesiastes 1:14 I have seen all the things that is done under the sun, all of them are meaningless, a chasing the wind.I can not tell you how many times this last year I prayed these words what you want from me? I really love the Lord with all my strength and all my heart and all my soul ... but what should I do? To me there is this constant, the enhancement of magnetic force from, um, the only problem is that I've no idea what it is, I think I do. Most people who have me and my behavior in the past years are probably convinced that I have some rare form of adult attention deficit spiritual. I hop from one mission to another in a heartbeat, constantly waiting for a special order to fill this great need for slavery in my heart. There were times that I even thought there was something seriously wrong with my brain.All I can only say that it is not try, because for my part. Although none of my tasks have filled the need, my soul, they have each fed in some way. The biggest thing I realized is a real love for people. In the past I have always shied away from interacting with others. Perhaps for fear, perhaps even suspicion, but more probably just old lack of self-esteem. Other people seemed to have everything together and I was still trying to understand how a decent woman and I must admit that mother.I lose confidence in my goal. I did all I was doing 100% and still nothing to do with the fruit, as far as I could see. So I closed. Perhaps the Lord is not a goal for me, so I probably only the judges and all my hopes and dreams, a true servant. It was not until the stop that I'm listening to the Lord, the answer, and it was not what I close. In the silence of my heart, he asked what I wanted. Of course, another argument started to my eyes, but he missed a prayer or something, because I wanted him. But no, he does not miss prayers, he knows my heart, even if I do not understand why I was what I wanted? I was definitely in a downward spiral for a while 'time. Sometimes we have so much to think that we forget how important listen.When I finally finished my opinion, long enough to listen to the message was clear that God wants me to be happy. Who says that there is beauty in simplicity, knew listen when the Lord speaks. God does not require you to change the world. This does not mean that the world does not need help, but seriously ... He was under control. Sometimes we have so much of our knowledge and influence that we do not forget where it comes from. You can only hunger in the world can not heal, but alone can not protect the house, and she alone can not be hypocrisy, hatred and evil. What you can do is be sure that all the little things that not every day you make a difference in God and only he can change the world. This is an incredible concept I know, but certainly worth experiencing.Psalm 13:5   But I have confidence in his unconditional love. I rejoice, because you saved me. 2005   All copyrights for the purposes of this work may be freely distributed, and to honor God